Ugh. First think this morning I had to weight and
measure myself. I NEVER want to weight and measure myself – that’s
horrible. OK – yeah, I get it – it is
done to show a true starting point, but crap! It came in at 230 pounds (holy fuck!) and I have an overall
total of 415 inches? Shit. I have a LONG
way to go. No wonder the doctor was telling
me I had to do something NOW.
Overall, day
1 went OK – the shakes are actually pretty tasty and I don’t mind the taste of
the Ionix Supreme – and from what I read, there are a lot of people out there
who can’t stand it. On my walk with Jasmine this morning I noticed smells. I
think the bakery must have been working overtime – cinnamon and chocolate – but in different places along the
walk. And then at one place I would
swear I was smelling Hyacinths – but since it is almost November that was
REALLY just a hallucination. I wonder if
the diet will make me hallucinate?
I put my “real
food” meal in the middle of the day (I don’t want people at work to know I’m
trying until *I* know I can have some success – and blah blah blah – I know
that my success is totally dependent upon the efforts *I* put in – whatever.
I was hungry (like real hungry) by around 4PM
and managed to hold myself off from having my dinner shake until about 6. Went to bed around 9 (usual time) and was
still hungry when I fell asleep
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